Never good enough for those around me
Always found with problems, issues...

Feeling like my family's disappointment,
Letting my sibling tear me to the ground;
Losing that which made me feel whole,
My one true hope, my one dream come true;
Void with only work, my purpose ever so lost,
Feeling no real meaning, no real reason to continue;

My joy of life gone, my true happiness missing,
The warm feeling of love lost deep in my memories;
A body that wants to be treated better,
but a person who doesn't see the point in it all;
The pain deep within, the pain shown outside,
Wrinkles, folds, tears, and all, exposed to the world;

The truth is I don't want this feeling to stay,
I want the companion of another, but don't know how to get it;
I'm a soul without a purpose, a body without a goal,
A heart without a love, a passion without a purpose