From the Inside...

The weather seemed to be a sign of how one truly felt, the clouds outside growing ever darker as the hours passed from the moment he learned a truth he didn't expect and honestly wasn't ready to take, let alone if he ever would have.

Letting a person in is never something easy, but yet is something we do since we feel that we need others, others to let ourselves out to, to open ourselves so we don't have to hold so much upon our shoulders.  For one, luck has held him through, finding many who would never betray him, but yet, that day would come when one would pass the line and make that no longer so.  As the clouds grew ever darker, the day seemed to get worse from knowing the truth, that the person who he opened himself to, helped him move forward from losing his girlfriend, was the one who would grasp her off her feet.

While oblivious to the obvious, that he was her ex from long past, it just seemed that he was too friendly, was too open, was just too much to let go of.  I let myself go into him, I opened myself, flooded my emotions, but yet, what does he do?  Back stabs me and never had the nerve to tell me, except the day that I finally asked one simple question, what does the smiley face mean?  He brick walled saying it would piss me off, so that only made me want to know more.  My ex came in and told me to stop festering him, so I asked her.  As it would seem, I had to ask him again, and he came out with it; they were seeing each other again.  While my heart was already broken from the loss, the true point that one person, one person violated my trust to that level just drove me off the deep end.  What would you expect me to do, I mean, this guy honestly let me in while I was in loss, but seemed to have different motives the whole time.  It's a continuing story, I'm not sure what'll happen, but I'm sure I'll manage.

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